I sat all night
You never came, I'm lying to my waiter
It's 10pm they're closing soon
Cause you were right
And I was wrong
How did I just get here
And how did I not think this through
A fake fight you're not nice
A misuse of a perfect goodbye
In my mind
We are already over
Cause I hope
You're happy
That I'm going nowhere
I misspoke I'm sorry
But I know it's not our time
Cause you're not really worth the fight
And yeah I hope you heard that right
Cause I think I'm going under
I read this novel
The lovers die in chapter two
Feels really similar to you
A faded smile
And my hair is unkept
I always tried when you were mine
I'm really fading away
Is this just all in my head
I'd rather just end up dead
I'm already dead
Cause I hope
You're happy
That I'm going nowhere
I misspoke I'm sorry
But I know it's not our time
Cause you're not really worth the fight
And yeah I hope you heard that right
Cause I think I'm going under
Cause I'd do anything to rest
This whole commotion in my chest
I'm taking steps
But I still tell myself I'm going nowhere
I don't give a shit about
What you are doing lately
And I hope you know
Yeah I hope you know
