Emptiness Is a Cup of Tea

I'm looking for some reasons Can't find the time to see things clear I mess my head with thoughts And it makes it hard To control my fears I'm fearing the most appropriate things to fear And yet I can't find comfort In all of these nonsense of peers I can't seem to heal from all the things I've heard There's echoes in my head I turned myself into another plastic man and You know it's a shame I can't be born again Now again Im alone Free of the cage That was holding me on I am fighting my mind's worst layers Going through thoughts of madness Is my usual way There's a light through all this smoke I see a different type of self control Stop on upon me Changing my mind I will keep on looking til I get it right