Past and Future

I used to be afraid of the dark Wiped the tears on my face Throwing away all the pain and heartbreak Was easily made different Held my breath and count to ten Wish I could feel nothin' Hid myself from the people who knew me best Felt trapped like I was no one Ran away from my reality Now no words can make amends for the harm done All the harm done... Please just love me, I wanted nothing more Tried to be a superhuman Wish I hadn't Never thought you'd come back This little girl grew up too fast Mmm Mmm people say I got issues Mmm Mmm what they don't know It's cause that person isn't with you Daddy, I'm all grown up Know I love you and miss you so much In the middle, was it all too complicated? I try, it wears me out When things aren't changing Hid myself from the people who knew me best Childhood... just a flashback Can't remember? It's hidden in the past, the past Please just love me, I wanted nothing more Tried to be a superhuman Wish I hadn't Never thought you'd come back This little girl grew up too fast Mmm Mmm people say I got issues Mmm Mmm what they don't know It's cause that person isn't with you Screamed and cried, and broke down Wanted to get away Nothin makes it okay But I must stay... Mmm Mmm people say I got issues Mmm Mmm don't be judging if you have them too Mmm Mmm I know you didn't mean to hurt but it's the truth Mmm Mmm I love you forever to the stars across the universe