A boy on the verge of being a man
With the weight of world crushing down
Nothing's gonna stop him except
His thoughts in which he seems to drown
Bothered just with himself - alone
No thoughts wasted on what's to come
I'm sorry for the things i've done
I know that i did you wrong
You always meant a lot to me
But i wasn't in the place to see
To see the pain i caused
I was far too lost
It sure took some time
Before i saw you cry
I wasn't there for you as much as i could have
As much as I should have
Too cool to care
I hid inside and blocked you out of my mind
I could barely care for myself, so i could'nt care for you
Never asking how you felt is my biggest regret
Now you're doing fine and that's all what counts
I don't want no absolution, i just don't want to pull you down
