Every Second

At night I search for better dreams A hand to guide me to a place of energy That's where I can have my fun And I laugh like the best of 'em I have no one's attention to hold Cause limelight's a fool's gold There's no reason why I should be sitting here My hopes just wearing thinner I wanted every second of life to count But all I find are tears in every mirror Every day I borrow joy It doesn't feel so natural anymore But I put on show and I laugh like the rest of 'em But sometimes I get home and life it don't feel right There's no reason why I should be sitting here My hopes just wearing thinner I wanted every second of life to count But all I find are tears in every mirror There's no reason why I should be sitting here My hopes just wearing thinner I wanted every second of life to count But all I find are tears in every mirror Every day I borrow joy I hide away, but it gets much harder Tryin' to make it work To find confidence I borrow more But it just gets harder Every day I borrow joy I hide away, but it gets much harder Tryin' to make it work To find confidence I borrow more There's no reason why I should be sitting here My hopes just wearing thinner I wanted every second of life to count But all I find are tears in every mirror