I'M Dead Inside

Dear diary It's such a good day to breathe But I feel so down My room is full of masks That don't fit my face Except for the clown one (my favorite) Even close friends don't get my feelings I use the smile to hide my inner demons Dear diary It's such a hilarious thing Let's keep it a secret I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: go and die As if I haven't tried They hate me: go and die As if I haven't tried And there are no regrets I'm not fazed if times up Feels like life passes by There's no one to even blame Even close friends don't get my feelings I use the smile to hide my inner demons They hate me: go and die As if I haven't tried It's such a hilarious thing to say I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: go and die As if I haven't tried I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: go and die As if I haven't tried The first rule of dead inside Don't say that you're dead inside That's why I write silly songs and say what I really wanna say I'll say what I'll never say I'll say what I'll never say I'll say what I'll never say Let's say together: I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: go and die As if I haven't tried I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: go and die As if I haven't tried