Searching

You tell me that I hate myself Lately I feel like I'm just someone else Am I unconcerned or just not there Casting shadows with an empty stare (Still I remember) Sinking in your torn up couch I'd dream of any way to get you out Take a breath and try to clear the air I never thought it seemed I didn't care And I'm holding on to what you left me with And now I'm Searching for a part of me A part of me just like you Listen for your heart beat All alone with nothing left to prove I'm sick of never being my best Feel the tightness grip above my chest I think of what I wish was there And how the smoke would linger in your hair And I'm holding on to what you left me with And now I'm Searching for a part of me A part of me just like you Listen for your heart beat All alone with nothing left to prove And I'm just sick of feeling everything I've got no scars here left to show Wearing thin, Breathing slow Let me in. I'm sorry I let you go Drown myself to see you again Let me in. I'm sorry I let you go Drown myself to see you again Searching for a part of me A part of me just like you Listen to your heart beat All alone with nothing Left to prove So sick of everything that you are One sober look you know it's not that hard Looking for a piece of your heart Won't you let me in