Pesticides

I think I accidentally smoked pesticides or pcp the year before I left for college Everything looked like a deep fried meme I think somebody laced my weed I didn't do it to myself I promise My mama warned me about little pills and older men Strawberry fields that never end She did her time Somehow escaped that clawing hand a strength ill never understand that iron grip can get so tight What if I brokе this stupid glass over my dumb head? Let all thе blood run down my arms til the garden's fed Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled Make a bouquet hoping I'm half as useful when I'm dead My hair was blue when I met you Once purple, pink even green too Poison dart frog taught me well Playing pretend for $10 a seat What a small price to meet the queen of hell Springs and caves and muggy weather Things that make me feel I'm tethered As no one else is to their home Broken needles hummingbird feeders Elderberry wine by the liter Neural pathways over catacombs What if I broke this stupid glass over my dumb head? Let all the blood run down my arms til the garden's fed Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled Make a bouquet hoping I'm half as useful when I'm dead And I didn't think I'd find anyone With half a brain to think I'm the one They'd like to wander home with What if I broke this stupid glass over my dumb head? Let all the blood run down my arms til the garden's fed Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled Make a bouquet hoping I'm half as useful when I'm dead Wait til the flowers bloom in the same place that I bled Make a bouquet hoping I'm half as useful when I'm dead