Was There an Episode I Missed?

I know I'm a little messed up My brain is a whirlwind stuck in a rut How I got here I do not know Lookin' for peace so I'm breathin' slow Made mistakes, I punish myself I know that it's not good for my health Lookin' to the stars, they're lookin at me I wonder if I ever, get free How did it turn out like this? Was there an episode I missed? I know I'm a little bit strange I feel like an alien everyday I wanna give love but I'm afraid I'll lose safety along the way I don't know who to be Am I you or are you me? Lookin' up at the stars, lookin' at me I wonder if I ever, get free How did it turn out like this? Was there an episode I missed? Who I am I do not know A sentimental horrorshow Hold me close before I go (leave the light on) I'll sing a cheesy a song or two Leave the door unlocked for you There is nothing left to do (Leave the light on) Feels a little better don't it? Little bit o' sunshine in your life (Leave the light on) Feels a little better don't it? A little bit o' sunshine in your life Leave the light on Leave the light on