Ethanol

Never really sure if I could cut loose Spending half my life looking for lost youth Feeling like I'm hollow, am I see through? Nothing fills the chasm, boy, like you do Black or silver mirror, what's the difference? We'll pedestal ourselves until it kills us Sacrifice integrity for algos While conversation's running to a standstill Why do you only say what's on your mind When the ethanol takes over? 'Til then you're acting like another Why does it only feel like you're living a lie Before the ethanol takes over? You got me wishing I was stone cold sober You're moonlighting as something super special But I don't believe a word of which you tell them I haven't really laughed like that in months now Every day's an up-and-coming comedown I can't decipher anybody's feelings I'm never really sure if I'll be leaving One foot out the door, one off the damn room Remember who I was as a new tattoo Why do you only say what's on your mind When the ethanol takes over? 'Til then you're acting like another Why does it only feel like you're living a lie Before the ethanol takes over? You got me wishing I was stone cold sober Stone cold sober