Full Grown

Winter skips through fall and Then my body is a mess It was sunshine fun 'til daylight savings won Now we see the sun shine less I always said I'd find a warmer place When I am grown I'm damn near twenty three With a film degree Still living in my parents home Did I let you down When I stepped in that door Should've only been the summer But I'm staying for more God can you kill me now 'Cause I've done all that you wanted Made amends with former friends Take me now I might come running But I'm drinking less while I'm in these walls I'm a pseudo chef drowning in beef broth Got one winter left I don't care the cost I'm getting gone before I'm truly lost I often look back and say Boy what have you done A college grad is half a man Without a real job son Do you see the pain Deep in my bones Half my check on rent The other loans I'm real fed up With the life I own I don't feel full grown So let's go On back To sitting on a school bus Talking smack And finding my first crush Stay away from Kids that wanna do drugs I'm tired of feeling Full grown When I stop at Dunkin' people stare What's this kid still doing here He looks different with a beard His dreams turned out with nothing He talks a lot he must have some nerve To think he'll find joy on this earth How much is his life really worth This whole time he has been bluffing Did I let you down When I stepped in that door Should've only been the summer But I'm staying for more God can you kill me now 'Cause I've done all that you wanted Made amends with former friends Take me now I might come running But I'm drinking less while I'm in these walls I'm a pseudo chef drowning in beef broth Got one winter left I don't care the cost I'm getting gone before I'm truly lost I often look back and say Boy what have you done A college grad is half a man Without a real job son Do you see the pain Deep in my bones Half my check on rent The other loans I'm real fed up With the life I own I don't feel full grown So I'll pack my bags And sing my songs Force myself to feel full grown The time is now And the time is right I'm moving out Gotta catch my flight Venture out to the great unknown If all else fails I can go back home I'm ready to Move on I often look back and say Boy what have you done A college grad is half a man Without a real job son Do you see the pain Deep in my bones Half my check on rent The other loans I'm real fed up With the life I own I don't feel full grown So let's go On back To sitting on a school bus Talking smack And finding my first crush Stay away from Kids that wanna do drugs I'm tired of feeling Full grown I'm tired of feeling Full grown I'm tired of feeling Full grown Full grown