My phone's dying at 38
Spending too much time on it
Staying up late
Where I can dive deep into an internet meme
Cause it takes my mind off of heavier things
And I'm concerned that I'm wasting my time
28 years, what have I done with my life?
I've presented a version of me
And now I'm more concerned with living authentically
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm swallowed in despair
It's so benign up there
Im crashing, breaking, I'm coming up for air
Jesus Christ here I go again
I got so close to letting someone in
And I'm off-kiltered, imbalanced from within
At least that's what they tell me
Contrary to popular belief
I'm not good on my own
There's too much noise inside my head
That makes it of concern
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm swallowed in despair
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm coming up for air
Sometimes I think the thing that makes us who we are
Can be the point of breaking without us knowing at all
And sometimes I think the thing that makes us who we are
Can be the point of breaking without us knowing at all
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm swallowed in despair
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm coming up for air
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm swallowed in despair
It's so benign up there
I'm crashing, breaking, I'm coming up for air
