That January night you called me on a mission
'Cause surely with some time, you could undo what I'm doing
Well, sometimes we all get lost, but sometimes are not forever
I was just talking to God, and He said, "Get your shit together"
A man can build a house of cards and call it home
But never know 'til it's too high to ever question
A man can spend his whole damn life too scared to ever look inside
Convinced his heart is just deception
Well, I'm not trying to be funny
I'm not tryna make you sad
I'm not tryna be just what you want
Different than you thought I am
I'm just trying to be honest
As if that's so fucking wrong
And if I found God
I would've told you
I know that you still care
I know that's why we're talking
You say that you've been there
You know all about my problems
Don't tell me you're in love
Don't say that's why you're leaving
I don't know if she's the one
But I know she's the reason
I'm not trying to be funny
I'm not tryna make you sad
I'm not tryna be just what you want
Different than you thought I am
I'm just trying to be honest
As if that's so fucking wrong
And if I found God
Oh, if I found God
I would've told you
Whoa-oh-oh, I would've told you, mmm
A man can build a house of cards and call it home
But never know 'til it's too high to ever question
A man can spend his whole damn life too scared to ever look inside
Convinced his heart is just deception
I'm not trying to be funny
I'm not tryna make you sad
I'm not tryna be just what you want
Different than you thought I am
I'm just trying to be honest
As if that's so fucking wrong
And if I found God
Yeah, If I found God
I would've told you
