Flipped Switch

I keep going back with different expectations Hallucinations of conversations That you've changed your mind on all your reservations No hesitation with good communication But anything I say, or do, won't change That you're the only one that's getting in your way How much of myself will I lose if I stay? Then the switch flipped Why'd you never fight for us Always on the wrong side of love Took me some time to see what it was Although wish it was us You kept on giving us up And I'll take it for what it isn't All the people that I've been missing Who could love me in ways you didn't In ways you didn't But anything I say, or do, won't change That you're the only one that's getting in your way How much of myself will I lose if I stay? Then the switch flipped Why'd you never fight for us Always on the wrong side of love Took me some time to see what it was Although wish it was us You kept on giving us up You kept on giving us up Why'd you never fight for us Then the switch flipped And I'll take it for what it isn't All the people that I've been missing Who could love me in ways you didn't In ways you didn't Why'd you never fight for us Always on the wrong side of love Took me some time to see what it was Although wish it was us You kept on giving us up You kept on giving us up Why'd you never fight for us Then it all clicked That maybe I'm too forgiving That I haven't been really living About time that I reached my limit