Dry Drunk

Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor fucking up my system Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute Cause I was I got a lighter I can ignite my mind I'm not a fighter How can I fight my mind? I can't decipher Out of my sight and mind Who are you? Yeah Who are you? I know I've been cynical I know I'm at the pinnacle I did it like I done it and I'll do it in a minute though (excuse my language that's a hangup on how shitty I've been feeling I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute) I hide myself and find myself I like myself I'll right myself I'll find myself something to do Need it like I need to know it go in like a heat-seeker go in Got it all got nothing to lose Notice that I'm feeling nauseous notice a pain where my pons is Giving it all and feeling exhausted know what the cause is Wisdom that flow like Sriracha Hot Timing is now no rewinding Watch I got a lighter I can ignite my mind I'm not a fighter How can I fight my mind? I can't decipher Out of my sight and mind Who are you? Yeah Who are you? I'm here and now (father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning) Can you hear me now? (I take no interest partying with liquor fucking up my system) Read my mouth (excuse my language that's a hangup on how shitty I've been feeling) I'm leaving now (I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute) Thinking that I know myself leave me in the cold might melt Thinking I can go myself I don't need no help I can hold myself up Wait while I think of an option Stop You tell me to trust in the process Fuck (father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning) Notice that I'm feeling nauseous notice a pain where my pons is I'm sick of the losses what is the cost if I'm being honest? (I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute) I'm here and now (father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning) Can you hear me now? (I take no interest partying with liquor fucking up my system) Read my mouth (excuse my language that's a hangup on how shitty I've been feeling) I'm leaving now (I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute) I'm here and now (father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning) Can you hear me now? (I take no interest partying with liquor fucking up my system) Read my mouth (excuse my language that's a hangup on how shitty I've been feeling) I'm leaving now (I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute) I got a lighter I can ignite my mind I'm not a fighter How can I fight my mind? I can't decipher Out of my sight and mind Who are you? Yeah Who are you? Father forgive me for you know that I am always sinning I take no interest partying with liquor fucking up my system Excuse my language that's a hang up on how shitty I've been feeling I'm sorry I feel no attraction I know that it's been a minute Cause I was