I say every time is the last time, but the torment continues
I tell myself to run away, but the bliss of freedom scares me
No longer aware of the feelings that I should be having when
Flesh riddled pain manifests from the thoughts to rot away
Biting my tongue just so I can stay quiet
And embracing my fears so they won't bear the burden
And I will survive, I swear I will hide it
Maybe it gets better
I believe as I fall to your hand
Your words yet again, your hate not again
Why do I keep letting this happen?
Limping away with my soul in shreds
Committing everything to someone, someone destroying me
Destroying me
Always told that I'm the one that is crazy, that is wrong
Insecurities surmounting
Will be the death of me
I'm done hurting
(Just rot away)
I'm done bleeding
(Just rot away)
Done believing
(Just rot away)
That you will change
You'll never change
I'm biting my tongue just so I can stay quiet
(Quiet)
And embracing my fears so they won't bear the burden
(Say nothing)
And I will survive, I swear I will hide it
(I will hide it)
Has my heart gone cold or has the world betrayed me?
