Sadness

What second choices could I make Could still be dyed in any paint It's my life to change It's what I want before I turn the final page And then we see what we became Delude every thought, till I deceive myself You don't want this to be forever (Holding on tight to the back of me) But you can't turn away When you look in my eyes it's over Now you finally know the truth This is sadness This is emptiness alone now This is sadness This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone Forever last to see your face Stuck in the backseat of the chase It's my life I never had the chance To say what I can do(when you throw it away) With every dream I had I never said to you(with the words that you say) Can't decide to coalesce or just divide Holding on tight to the back of me To the back of me To the back of me You finally know the truth This is sadness This is emptiness alone now This is sadness This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone Cause I just can't turn away Is there nothing left to say Knowing I may never change Cause we swear that we just want closure But you won't see this through When you look in my eyes it's over Now you finally know So take a breath and then release out all the lies You cry a wolf but I'm not reaching out this time Everything is fine(Everything is fine) When you're not on my mind In your soliloquy you say life isn't fair But when it's said by someone else you just don't care I'll live without you now The system's shutting down This is sadness This is emptiness alone now This is sadness This is emptiness, alone tonight This is sadness(I can live without you now) This is emptiness alone now (Every dream just speaks so loud) This is sadness(I can live without you now) This is sadness by myself (Every dream just speaks so loud) This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone