Lake of Dreams

I was baptized in the lake of the dreams Making some noise now they coming for me All of my life I was stuck in the trees When I first touched down They got weak in the knees It must be nice to take trips to Belize My heart is frozen at zero degrees I used to run from my demons I turned to a warrior now they be running from me I went to hell and was tortured by demons Packed up my bags told the devil I'm leaving Now I'm in limbo I feel like I'm dreaming How can I help all the people that need me How can I help all the people that's grieving Beaten and bruised and was left on the cement It ain't no love in this world but I promise that I'm gonna lead all my people to freedom I feel phenomenal Overcame obstacles It wasn't probable God said geranimo I talk to angels To them it's inaudible Lost like the prodigal Found through the chronicle Speak it to life Now my words getting palpable Altered my vision I'm seeing new altitudes Who would've thought I would do the impossible I'm cracking things that they thought was unsolvable Restless and tired no sleep on most days I feel like Bobby got ice in my veins Shawty said lowkii i'm feeling the pain Hurting myself I need healing again Gave it to God he fulfilled what he claimed I took a break I was going insane I never wanted the lights and the fame I feel at peace when I call on the name Play this at my funeral I ain't dead I'm in heaven it's beautiful When I speak they feel something unusual You know xeno be moving influential Got to tell them it ain't what you see But it's what you believe Times getting hard but ain't harder than me Blood on my hands and there's blood on the leaves I was baptized in the lake of the dreams