Help Me

I don't wanna hurt anymore Wasting my youth away Lost interest with things I love Alone and afraid Can't talk to my friends Scared of losing them Keeps me quiet My thoughts are violent Attacks me silent I scream inside I can't link up my heart and my brain My chemicals got mixed up I've changed How do I tell my body I need to slow down Before it all breaks My eyes are red as i stand in the rain Pouring out all my past mistakes I'll make it through Im here to stay I'll find a way to help me I'm gonna make my parents proud I'll lift myself from the ground Take it one day at a time And stay in the light But I can't link up my heart and my brain My chemicals got mixed up I've changed How do I tell my body I need to slow down Before it all breaks My eyes are red as i stand in the rain Pouring out all my past mistakes I'll make it through Im here to stay I'll find a way to help me