Poison In the Well

I been off course tryna Treat the symptoms 'stead Of aiming for the source Fucking up my garden just So i could get the sauce Ain't no wonder why i'm Always looking so ex- Hausted poor kid so lost Lost but ain't losing Beat myself up over Why i won't choose me Staring in the mirror while While i'm wondering Like who's he best to Never do it way he Fucking up so fluid Feels like we falling to Pieces looking for peace In need of a recess before we Go and head off the deep End water we leaking Won't stop flowing Leaving us weakened No wonder why sin Reaching for any relief Bought up all the Cures they could sell but My joy still decreasing Knee bent head to heavens Wishin i could wash Myself of this hell but There's poison in the well (Oh well) I'm just tryna find a way To ride a wave and drown These thoughts out but I been in a drought for More years than i can count No doubt when things are Heading south i just pucker No pouts kissing on the chaos Whole mouth no floss so gross yo but Pass me the nasty ashin in traffic we Packed like a taxi rollin in the front Ripping shots in the backseat Headed somewhere we coulda Walked if you ask me but I don't seem to listen to my thoughts When i'm acting setting my stage All i ever do is play Way too much is what I never really saved i'm In these streets like a Pothole in the pavement Whoa there now You need to slow it down Whoa there You need to slow it down Slow it down you know That's how you crash Going nowhere way too fast Slow it down you know That how you crash Going nowhere way too fast Feels like we falling to Pieces looking for peace In need of a recess before we Go and head off the deep End water we leaking Won't stop flowing Leaving us weakened No wonder why sin Reaching for any relief Bought up all the Cures they could sell but My joy still decreasing Knee bent head to heavens Wishin i could wash Myself of this hell but There's poison in the well