My bodies a puzzle, unsolvable horror
People love things that don't make sense
Who am I to question them?
Take me to oblivion, a universe of bright lights
I wanna take a step in the unknown
I'll take the risk of hell cause it can't get much worse than this
Send a message to my momma that I love her and I miss her and I'm sorry if I give up but I'm trying
Send a message to the people holding up the fortress cause without them there'd be blood and that's all I know
Maybe a child would give me a sense of purpose, that makes me so desperate
But I wouldn't forgive myself to bring another soul into the world
Send a message to my momma that I love her and I miss her and I'm sorry if I give up but I'm trying
Send a message to the people holding up the fortress cause without them there'd be blood and that's all I know
My mind has made it clear that we're enemies, but I can't see how
A vessel can be hated by its own creator
I'm letting it live but it won't do the same to me
I don't have the strength to live
But I don't have the strength to kill myself
I don't want to forgive
So I'll live and die, all by myself
I don't have the strength to live
But I don't have the strength to kill myself
I don't want to forgive
So I'll live and die, all by myself
I don't have the strength to live
But I don't have the strength to kill myself
I don't want to forgive
So I'll live and die, all by myself
