There must be a man back there
Pulling the strings with care
Computing his way through my life
I catch and I fumble it
Now it's too obvious
Everything random in time
Yes I've been tested
And I've blown it
Shutting down feels automatic
Now I am gone
Volume to one
Fade into static
I'm deep in the swimming pool
Small as a molecule
I didn't make much of a fuss
And floating on top of us
Wounds of the deepest cuts
But wide is the bandage of love
Yes I've been stuck
Deep in the muck
The pulse of a burden is slowing
Now I am here
Swallow your tears
My heart is still going
Shedding the shell of rage
Feeling the pains of age
Making the kid in me smile
Doing what wakes me up
Trying to make a fuss
Think I might rest here a while
Giving so much
Losing my touch
I slept inside of myself as a guest
Now I am me
Wholeheartedly
Doing my best
