I still put my heart in these songs
I still feel the pain in my heart
God, am I forever scarred?
Ion see good days coming, I feel SZA wrong
Man what I gotta do to not feel so numb?
Why when I feel I gotta feel it like 10 times strong?
Yea
Why happiness feel so temporary?
Why heartbreak last to the cemetery?
Eyes wide shut
I'm seeing tears in my memories
Ion wanna cry again it bring me misery
Yea yea
Yea, ay
What I gotta do to just get outta my head?
I keep hurting myself
I'm getting closer to death
I feel myself slipping
And I don't wanna be saved
Let me do bad on my own
I deserve what I get
I put my worth in my work
And I ain't wrote in some days
So ion need another breath
Just throw me deep in my grave
Get me outta this cage
My mind playing tricks on me
These scars show on my face
These scars cut deep through to my soul
Can't keep losing control
Here I am gone again
Looking for where I can call home
Searching but I just can't find me one
I still put my heart in these songs
I still feel the pain in my heart
God, am I forever scarred?
Ion see good days coming, I feel SZA wrong
Man what I gotta do to not feel so numb?
Why when I feel I gotta feel it like 10 times strong?
Yea
Why happiness feel so temporary?
Why heartbreak last to the cemetery?
Eyes wide shut
I'm seeing tears in my memories
Ion wanna cry again it bring me misery
Man ion wanna show I'm hurt
Don't need yo sympathy
Please don't ever pity me
I'm the epitome of broken hearts that intervene
And take over yo biggest dreams
Tryna take home the city's key
I just wanna open doors that city girls don't seem to see
Tryna turn them hungry days to TBT's
Man I'm trying I'm so scarred
I still put my heart in these songs
I still feel the pain in my heart
God, am I forever scarred?
