They Wanted Darkness…

Sometimes we miss old friends Until we remember they weren't friends You see, treachery in memories It always takes a different spin Until it happens again and again And it's that time again You're just in time to break me down You said you want my pain? Yeah, I gave you pain I'll give you pain Until it's gone Uh-uh You wanna know my deal? The reason I can't deal? Why I crack under the pressure of always feeling guilty Of never pleasing anyone 'Cause no one here can get over their shit But it's that time again There's always time To bring me down You say you want my heart Just to tear it apart But that's my favorite part of me Yeah, that's the only part I love And you, you can't tell me how to be myself Just wait I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself You can't break me down again Or change my mind on this I'm breaking out of this, your darkness No one's ever felt like this before Oh, no No one's ever been like me before I'm sure of it, sure of it You can't tell me how to be myself Just wait I'm gonna try my best to figure it out for myself You can't break me down again Or change my mind on this I'm breaking out of this Your darkness Would you die for me if I lived for you? But turn your back on me If I continue to follow my heart? How could you? Throw me away (I can't be) Just let me be (So perfectly) And hate me for me (Untrue for you) Loving a lie (I can't be) Deny me life (So perfectly) But I still love you (Untrue for you) But why should I?