Empty

Absentmindedly saying affirmations Try to smother all the negative vibrations Three years of CBT, sometimes twice a week Healing must've thought I wasn't worthy to receive Guess I'm paying up my karmic reparations Stuck in the in-between Of burnout and apathy And what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty Stuck in the in-between Of burnout and apathy And what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty Fell on top the sword of unattained perfection Still tried, even when I saw the rows of skeletons The stock in what I'm worth inflates with the hurt Got a healthy appetite to eat my just desserts I'm an anemic, former bulimic, hell of a demon Stuck in the in-between Of burnout and apathy And what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty Out of alignment don't know If I was inside of it all Oh what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty Imagination, won't you come in You left when I was a child, I never saw you again Folding over, mindless fodder Same old feeling sorry for myself to which I contend Imagination, won't you come in You left when I was a child, I never saw you again Folding over, mindless fodder Same old feeling sorry for myself to which I contend Stuck in the in-between Of burnout and apathy And what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty Out of alignment don't know If I was inside of it all Oh what a joy it'd bring If I could feel all the way empty