Counting On You

I've been fighting for my whole life Hope to find some peace of mind They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you Told my sister one day I'mma make it She told me don't worry we gon' stay patient Only 19 yeah but I swear that I've been running Grinding so hard I forget that I'm a youngin' I been grinding so hard I done built it up from nothing So much pain in my heart they think I'm bluffing They think I'm bluffing Put me to the test you would see the way I'm coming Show me some respect For your neck is where I'm cutting Praying one day yeah there will be no struggling Praying one day I'm praying one day All this pain up in my body yeah I'm feeling it Turn up at the party yeah you know we lit aye But when the lights turn off and the music stops And I'm all alone, that's when I'm feeling it the most Swear I feel it in my soul Yeah yeah, yeah yeah What, what is this feeling? I know I, I need some healing I've been fighting for my whole life Hope to find some peace of mind They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up to you They gon' be counting on you They gon' look up you They gon' be counting on you