Ghosts in My Room

I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it I let em judge me don't ever trip I pop a shroom and take a trip Ghosts in my room I make a flick now my babygirl living off making tips And I'm still living this for the hopeless Counting a check and they never noticing the boy I was down I was fucking choking on my pain go insane I be losing focus I be feeling the shame and I'm feeling broken when it's raining I feel like it's me and you anything for them days I was feeling you nowadays when I'm wit you it be a mood Royalty checks off millions of streams So most of these rappers ain't fucking wit me They ain't believe in none of my dreams I work like a slave just to eat like a king I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it I still be smoking the loud uh Don't even care if nobody proud Don't even care if nobody down Life is a game and they playing foul But I don't wanna throw in the towel Dillon was dealing wit all the doubt Dealing wit demons I was a child Feeling a reason I wanna drown And I rolling up like a pound Feel like a king without a crown Working all day wit a chain on neck I ju wanna hop out a whip to jet I would die for the fame sell my soul for a check Ain't nobody was checking for me Days I was down ain't nobody believed, Ways I could make wage ain't nobody could see Staying my own lane till I'm laying deceased It all came to be No phasing me I been chasing dreams like I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it