Hold My Hand

Hold my hand I feel like breaking Lord My love You keep on taking No I can't Keep going Take me Hold my hand Til I stop shaking It's been so hard since I heard the news I can tell you're gone, I can't feel you here Heaven must have got much better But that just don't make it fair 'Cause it feels Like I'm living in Hell Like the whole world is moving But I'm standing so still IS THIS FOR REAL?! I can barely take it Life been breaking me lately, that's why I'm scared of angels That's why I used to wear my demons like my favorite blanket I ain't asking God for strength no more, I'm afraid of breaking Trying not to think about it like I'm made of paper Not the kind that takes you places or the fire wood The kind that cuts you if you touch it Then it makes you angry Instead of painting a picture or tryna write a book You just wad it up, and throw it away Pour another drink from the bottle I swim in I guess I'll roll another blunt, and smoke out the pain Feel like throwing up But not cuz of liquor Oh God what the hell have you done to my family Ha yeah You gotta be trippin We know that nobody's perfect I know that I been a mission But leave my family out of it they deserve peace Don't take no one else from us, Lord you can burn me At least I know Aleesa wit you cuz she earned wings And I ain't ever had no problem with you, but it sure seems Like you gotta issue wit me, yeah cuz every damn move That I make to set my family up, you set us back two I know that you shaping us Taking us to better places But for once God, stop making it about you Just for once Lord Please let Satan take our places And if it's a fight you really want Then where my round 2? Hold my hand I feel like breaking Lord My love You keep on taking No I can't Keep going Take me Hold my hand Til I stop shaking It's been so hard since I heard the news I can tell you're gone, I can't feel you here Heaven must have got much better But that just don't make it fair 'Cause it feels Like I'm living in Hell Like the whole world is moving But I'm standing so still IS THIS FOR REAL?! And I been fighting the tears But I cry when I look in the mirror Like I'm embarrassed I can lie to my parents and I can lie to my peers And say I'm okay, but I can't lie to myself And I been grinding so hard it's like I'm riding the rails Barely skating by, but I'm fine, climbing the stairs Meanwhile time is passing us by, and I ain't been there They're on the stairway to heaven I'm navigating through hell Yeah we work so hard, been gone so long Time don't slow down, it keep on flying I'm so tired, I feel so cold Can't show no love, they keep on dying Feel so weak but act so strong Hold on, even though I don't feel like trying The tears fall, can't hold back no more Keep on going even though I can't stop crying Hold my hand I feel like breaking Lord My love You keep on taking No I can't Keep going Take me Hold my hand Til I stop shaking