the story of a broken heart

It started out of a sudden You charmed your way through all of my inner walls I didn't know what to say But you sure did know just how to take charge And it was the beginning The story of a broken heart I remember it was a Wednesday And I was longing for a perfect date If i'd known you any better I would have Told myself to run away I would have been better I wouldn't have hated myself today But you, you brutal, so self-absorbed you Said that you weren't ready, was this all just to hurt me I shouldn't have listened to all of your "maybe"s Then "maybe" I would have been fine And I, I carelessly chose to believe That there's still love for me, I'd just have to be patient Yeah, I should have listened to my own confessions Then maybe I would have been fine I remember you told me you wouldn't be like anyone i've met You trashed all of my exes saying how they let go of the best Said how you'd treat me right, how i deserved a better guy Then you made me think that I was the problem Overreacting everything, the master of fucked-up situations Pulling puppets on my strings Well I guess now I've gotta live up to your expectations then But you, you brutal, so self-absorbed you Said that you weren't ready, was this all just to hurt me I shouldn't have listened to all of your "maybe"s Then maybe I would have been fine Yeah I, I carelessly chose to believe That there's still love for me, I'd just have to be patient Yeah I should have listened to my own confessions Then maybe my heart would have been fine You left a permanent mark That i can't ever forgive And now i'm holding this scar Against any good guy i'll meet But you, you selfish fuck, you could have told me That you still weren't ready, but you'd rather hurt me Said you never would but you still broke me into pieces How could you still go on with your day And I, so petrified I, get terrified Of these haunting dreams that you carved into me If only I hadn't been so damn naive Then maybe I would have been fine And that's just the way it was The story of a broken heart You seem to be just fine While i'm still picking up the parts