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And there you were You broke my heart And tore it apart Did you ever for a second Get to think of how hurtful it was Cause a knife to my stomach Would have felt so much better And there I was Thinking it's my fault But it wasn't at all And now i'm here all wounded and alone In this haunting mess I wish i could just get it all of my chest So i started to pick up The bracelets you gave me Threw them away just so i could feel peace I wonder if it also happens To you but i guess you're still fine Cause you just walked right through me But don't you know i still Imagine the palms of your hands Running through my hair And i still feel the cozy warmth Of your touch, is it too much That I wish you still cared? I still imagine what our days would have been If we hadn't been so lost in our heads And i still wonder if we both had a chance then Would you choose to do it again? Another day goes by All the texts I sent You haven't replied But all the footsteps lead me here Standing at your front door Maybe we're just not meant for more I tried to say hello Tried to act all normal But in my head All the pictures of us When our friends were still calling us a couple Keep replaying back and forth So i picked up the memories And stomped them with my feet Yearning to forget all of the misery Then i put them in a box And locked them with a key Threw them into the flame as a hope to be free But don't you know i still Imagine the palms of your hands Running through my hair And i still feel the cozy warmth Of your touch, is it too much That I wish you still cared? I still imagine what our days would have been If we hadn't been so lost in our heads And i still wonder if we both had a chance then Would you choose to do it again? The reflections upon the kaleidoscope You gave me All faded into a monochrome i hated It'd rather just scream in black or white Just to remind me that you're no longer mine All the pain all the sorrow have all come collected To build myself up for another tough lesson Guess there's nothing I can do Except for saying i miss you But don't you know i still Imagine the palms of your hands Going through my hair And i still feel the cozy warmth Of your touch, is it too much That i wish you still cared? I still imagine what our days would have been If i hadn't been so lost in my head And i still wonder if we both had a chance then Would you choose to do it again? I still imagine my hands on your chest When you held me in you arms and told me i was the best Yeah I, I still imagine your eyes into mine Made me feel like 17 again I miss you I wish you well I miss you I wish you well I miss you I wish you well