i can't

Tell me, why do I do this every time? Let you lie just to have you for the night You don't care about me 'til I'm under your sheets Then it's like you forget I'm alive Tell me, why do you do this every time? I just need to get this off my chest 'Cause I don't know if I can feel this pain no more I wish that you would take back what you said But I'm scared it's gonna only make me hate you more But I can't Wouldn't think you could have this hold on me Little things never got me on my knees You don't care about me 'til I'm under your sheets Then it's like you forget I'm alive Tell me, why did you take the best of me? It's sad that I'm used to excuses You promised you weren't gonna do this It happens every time I just need to get this off my chest 'Cause I don't know if I can feel this pain no more I wish that you would take back what you said But I'm scared it's gonna only make me hate you more But I can't But I can't