Codependent

So self-aware, I hyper-fixate on you Pretend I'm fine but you're ripping me in two When your hair falls down your neck, I feel undone Then I wake up in your bed, obsessions won I'm so confused, I talked to my therapist I'm on the edge but don't care about the mess When I'm waiting for your call, I feel so numb I only see you in my shirt, obsessions won You strip me back to basics Then I forget names and faces Why'd you gotta look at me like that? Rehearse till it feels like instinct Replicate how you say things Why'd you gotta look at me like that? Can't fixate on anything but you Complicate every bit of truth I'm codependent and it's not fair Lost in my bedroom when you're not there It's so intense, I hyper-relate to you You're in my head, my body's been craving you And it never goes away Stuck underneath No control inside my brain What's wrong with me? You make my head go fuzzy And I complicate the story Why'd you gotta look at me like that? I wish that I could hate you Impossible to find a way to Why'd you gotta look at me like that? Can't fixate on anything but you Complicate every bit of truth I'm codependent and it's not fair Lost in my bedroom when you're not there Everything's much bigger than it needs to be 'Cause I could ruin everything in five, four, three Tryna reach the pedals so we break so hard Yeah, I can make us stop before we even start Can't fixate on anything but you Complicate every bit of truth I'm codependent and it's not fair Lost in my bedroom when you're not there Can't fixate on anything but you Complicate every bit of truth I'm codependent and it's not fair Lost in my bedroom when you're not there