NINETEEN

19 with a heart full of hatred Can't look at the monster created By sleepless nights saw the light that awaited But the more I wait I see the light start fading And the more I fade the more I get faded Now I'm drunk pissed pacing on the pavement Girl I want you to know you're my favourite Please hold on just need a little bit of saving Blood stains in the corner of the basement Just face it you'll never be complacent Back to the basics More years wasted Just need more bass And way more vibration I might be sick i know I'm not contagious Cuz I ain't seen nobody round me do it like me Guess the apple fell far from the tree Or a lonesome seed that grew to be seen From the room full of weeds Watch em welt watch em lean Every day don't last it gets faster So I'll act now and think after Can't help but piss off the pastor No doubt I been walking backwards With open arms for disaster Reached all of these hollow goals That's in return for my laughter Oh no it's with me everywhere I go What a strange life I lead can't even hold my own I said I know I know But it was all smoke I blow I tried a safe release All it did was make me choke Every time I give it up I'm right back Can't fight that If I love everytime I lie and say it might last I keep on waiting for the day i get my head straight Although behind those doors I'm haunted due to my past