2 & 3

Findin' purpose in a false start To be human is a selfish thing But I paint it like it's high art And it rhymes therefore it's what I mean Sharing serotonin kick starts When in truth it is a selfish thing And I'm tryin' hard to sound smart When we talk about the weight of better days Vine street Saturdays Pretendin' the worst case was growing up And losin' the person I thought I was My head's always in the way My heart screaming, "Don't you stay" But I'll have one more On the fire escape, though I can't see straight She's my saving grace, my constant state Maybe I should make a change Wasting this would be a shame, so I'll have one more If it were up to me it would always be between two and three Two and three Herein lies the reason I've been Staying out until the good part ends As if something new will happen Between us and all our same old friends Maybe I should fuck my life up Then at least I'd get a song or ten Buy a house somewhere way up Where I'll talk about the way of better days Sunswept Saturdays Maybe the worst case is I'll get rich and spend all my money on shit like this My head's always in the way My heart screaming, "Don't you stay" But I'll have one more On the fire escape, though I can't see straight She's my saving grace, my constant state Maybe I should make a change Wasting this would be a shame, so I'll have one more If it were up to me it would always be between two and three Two and three Don't say it's over Don't say that it's over now 'cause I found That when I'm sober I'm always afraid of them finding me out Sunday lay on the ground Wine stain kissing my mouth I guess your boy's gone down Spiral My head's always in the way My heart screaming, "Don't you stay" But I'll have one more Now I'm two nights out from an issue It's one way to deal with an apocalypse Got a number, call that deliverance But I hate my phone so I'm breakin' it All that I ever do is assess the risk Hey boy, shut your mouth and deal with it I'm scared half the time I'll die from it But here I go again, drinking it down