Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mateo McKone
Songwriter
Fidel Albarran
Songwriter
John Gordon
Songwriter
Colman Taft
Songwriter
joel rosmann
Songwriter
Lyrics
Shit
Song after song it just keeps getting darker
What's left for me what type of music they gon be playing at the altar
Scared to move around I might die in second
Either by white hands or my own ambitions
Listen
My ears keeps getting worse so what about my passion
My vision keeps getting worse so I might crash When I'm drifting
Pissing in the same spot I sleep in
No respect for myself I stay geekin
Only way that lets me see what's really
Job searches looking for a fucking genie
It's the money drought I ain't got no pay
Selling grams like my momma didn't want me to
Made 200 damn this is what I'm supposed to do
What am I supposed to do?
I'm at the alter
Looking for fates i can alter
Like kratos i can't be bothered
Thoughts of mine i'm pushing farther
Shit i barely talk to my father
I never listen they call me arthur
Shit i barely feel like i'm the author
My story foretold
Beatboxing but it's in morse code
On god mode
I tell my fam a lie like on god bro
H town swervin wit my eyes closed
Shit i think only god knows
They hate they can't see my mission
My white lies a black heart
Spy vs spy
I cheated but you did it cuz of spite
I'm off topic i just gotta tackle pride
Talk about mine
Speak of the devil
I tried to chat but i'm at a lower level
Medusa eyes hit my line but it reflected off my bezel
Sharp tongues, sticks and stones, elephant memories
And the only time you'll see misery live alone
Broken promises and golden rules,
With the baby and the bath water
Out the window gettin thrown
Heaven, Hell, the other side, Chickens, roads,
Just a few things I find funny if you didn't get the joke
Days, nights, riches, gold, skin & bones
The shared human experience in written code
Hard findin a moral to the story
When every conversations more of an allegory
That's the life of super heroes and villains
Hell we was prolly best friends chillin in our origin stories,
Oh well
It's Hard talkin people off the ledge
Hard protectin you from what's inside yourself
Grew to provide the help
Hard choosing between being a human body shield
Or livin with the survivors guilt
When Self & control has no nexus
No moral no lesson
Iivin on the excess feels like a natural habitat
Eyes heavy as the straw that broke atlas back
Either standin at the precipice
Or behind the door the ravens been tap tap tapin at
What am I supposed to do?
Writer(s): Colman Taft, Fidel Albarran, Joel Rosmann, John Gordon, Mateo Mckone
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