2023 Freestyle

I'll be right back where you leadin' me, I've been on the road, boy Now I'm comin' home, home, home, home Ayy, big bro, you still hear me? I'm really tryna see shit clearly Wanna tell me something? Say it now, ain't no one else near me, Know I doubt my secrets and my loyalty's deepest I sent her them flowers that last for years for a reason She cried for me, but I'm the one that's supposed to be grieving Look, look, they ain't see me fall apart, they shook What you want me pour this pain on the streets or a hook? I don't follow recipes by the book They threw salt on my name, So they should know ain't shit sweet when I cook Defensive player of the year, all them charges he took I'm only here cause my brother made sure I was good But these beats don't hit the same as his heartbeat would I'm tryna smile more, family members' numbers get dialed more My fault, I don't be lovin' women, I outsource Socks off, should be tip toeing on top floors I'm from the bottom, it makes sense to get topped off I'm taught I never could break my word or get outscored I'm tryna paint it for ya, I can't explain it to ya How do I say this to ya? I'll be right back where you leadin' me, I've been on the road, boy Now I'm comin' home, home, home, home I'll be right back with you We're in Minnesota in the hotel room, it's just me and Yaz And we just We just talkin' Last night I stayed up doin' nothin' It was just my mind up to something Tired of letting go, I never knowin' what's comin' Stayin' far from sober is how I cope, just thuggin Girl, my heart's broken, it hurts, don't touch it Just make me change subjects We ain't duckin' no smoke, this is Cheech and Chong Send shots from the road, but that shit hits home You got someone holdin' tight, I go through things of my own Even when the section crowded, I be feelin' alone Real shit Highly medicated, I've been diagnosed with chronic impatience And my circles stay in the maintenance I give up but God's soldiers wasn't built to leave a post Even if the middle of hell's where they stationed Show my pain to a ting, it was art Now she fillin' my paintings I don't feel shit and it's feelin' amazing Saw a fiend goin' vacay, stuck in the basement Find a way of escapin', can't do no complainin' Lately all I think about is street shit Murder, all of this pain We ain't get receipts for everything we charged to the game All my old songs I focused on rap Spittin' bars to the rhythm of my life's boom baps Where'd I leave off? July, don't expect Yeah, right here Sorry, it's just my dream wasn't as loud as my nightmares Literally and mentally, my demons don't fight fair Can't nobody walk in my shoes, these my pair Fantasizing by the world with lords, he's not rare My pops wise, he got dark skin and white hair Why should he not keep flowin'? Walk in clubs with no IDs shown It's not a flex, it's just respect wherever we be gone Chain the timepiece, Sean Made the environments that our seeds growin' Be better than the ones we got our peace of mind destroyed in And my whole body got scars embroidered See this new one right here, God just wrote it If you read between the lines, you think God's a poet I'm a playa, even my mama know it I'm a problem, even scholars know it Couldn't solve me, ask whoever for the answer Bitch, not even Stephen Hawkins know it I'm a target, so I'm guarded for it See that image they portray, my dog is wanted for it All the women that I ghosted, now I'm haunted for it Fuck it, let me bleed Rogue God, Rocky shit, made me Creed Break bread says I have ain't teach me greed And my lil niece and nephew watch as I lead So my most important followers is all 5G Stash box cops won't find the fifth I plead She say "how you Y.M. but still stay low key?" Think my favorite Lil Wayne line is bitch on me My dawg locked up but his mind be free No bark or bite, he's a dying breed When I jumped off the porch it was a giant leap My dreams keep me up when I'm tryin' to sleep We in Minnesota Happy birthday my dawg