Cool Girl

Trying to be chill for you, but I'm not ok Picture your tongue down somebody else's throat It's nauseating I got my freedom too, know it's not too late To find me a stranger, fucking my brains out I'll dissociate If you're the jealous type, I've never really seen it When you say you miss me, do you mean it? Is my absence really a relief to you? I wanna burn the mattress that you let her sleep in Brand new set of sheets only for me and you (only for you) Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you Open, easy, while you peruse I try, I can't, it's sad but true Nobody else compares to you (I can't help but feel like just another option I'm not the person that gets the best of you I'm the person that gets what remains) How can I let you explore without feeling disposable? Hard separating the physical from the emotional Baby I've been crossing oceans for you Just to show my love That's some shit I never do Why isn't it enough? I'm not the jealous type but I've been feeling cheated When you say you miss me while you're meeting Someone else, can't wait to take her home with you I wanna burn the bridges that we built between us Just to prove that I can really hurt you too Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you Open, easy, while you peruse I try, I can't, it's sad but true Nobody else compares to you (nobody else compares) When you're not here, what do I do? Wake up in someone else's room? I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used (still feel used) Nobody else compares to you (nobody else compares) (What do you do?) (What am I supposed to do?) (Wake up in someone else's room?) Wish I could be a "cool girl" for you Open, easy, while you peruse I try, I can't, it's sad but true Nobody else compares to you When you're not here, what do I do? Wake up in someone else's room? I'll come, I'll go, I'll still feel used Nobody else compares to you