Ego Death

Iv been fumbling my words Tryin to find a way to say it So Every nights a fight for life A complex Hexyhydron demon Taking over everything Replace it all Give it all to the fly's As I lay down in this tent Watch the light fade Remember my life All The things joey Used to think Submit to the fly's Buzzing round my head As I Overheat in this tent Wish I was dead Now your here too but its Jus got me thinking How I Got you here with me Deep in this mess Was it the woods or Just living plain I realize As I grind my teeth Off this Lsd My whole life Right in front of mee My friends my love Things I need to see Everything I care to be Could be gone In an instant Id have nothing I play into the system Like a fly Drawn To survive Don't understand What's wrong and right I just Go off to school Go off to work Drive my car Get high Spend all my money on Psych's As the world dies Inherently evil I don't think Just Ignorant to see Everything That where doing Well Well you took it all Took it all away Now I'm left here Got nothing left to say Well you Broke my trust You showed me pain And its all my fault Iv got nothing else to say Iv got a tab under my tongue This is my idea of fun Call of the void I should indulge some Turn on my phone All I ever see Is scary headlines Go off to school Adding to the problem I dug this hole I'm in No getting out now Its my fault I know Still did it anyhow Now I'm broke And Trapped In this shithole I'm sorry to myself My whole life Right in front of mee My friends my love Things I need to see Everything I care to be Could be gone In an instant Id have nothing Well Well you took it all Took it all away Now I'm left here Got nothing left to say Well you Broke my trust You showed me pain And its all my fault Iv got nothing else to say Don't know what to say Don't know what to do I got life in My hands Falling out the sides And my friends don't care They just tell me lies Hang out without me Nobody replies Like I cant get a job I cant pay my rent My only release Are the drugs And music And soon I'll have to forfeit It Cause Growing ups A fucking Bitch Who runs this society The high and mighty Id like to talk to them Id like to talk to them And I'll act like I'm okay But really Feeling all this pain I'm really over it I'm so so over it So so over this So so over this Just let me sit With the fly's Let them eat Out my eyes I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Just let me be Let me die Decay here With the fly's I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Just let me sit With the fly's Let them eat Out my eyes I don't care anymore I don't care anymore Just let me be Let me die Decay here With the fly's I don't care anymore I don't care anymore