Want to make it perfect
I know that its worth it
I wanna feel satisfied
And not have to think about it twice
Always fighting for the energy
To keep up with that priority
Always fighting for authority
Over all my faculties
Is my body holding me back
Or has my mind just lost perspective
Every choice every turn
Its all elective
But its not all up to me
Do I consider the others or do I prioritize me
Do I smother desires to normalize the consumption of me
Learn to have fun or push harder
Which one
Oh which one
Wanna feel full
Balancing the push and pull
Leaving my brain a receptacle
Cant figure out whats or wants
Follow the feeling to where it haunts
Just have to do
Whatever I
End up going through
