Won't Let Myself Let Go

Speed dialing Kept your number saved But I've been afraid to Be honest But I gotta tell you October Ringing in my head What I left unsaid Can't find closure Mmm Breaking all my rules to have you I've got nothing left to lose So I won't let myself let go Cuz I know I'd rather hold on To the you that I thought you were Than try to start again and I saw you at the end and I Haven't moved From that room Since you got on a plane My heart stowed away with you Don't know why I'm holding on to hope But I won't let myself let go I've tried it all Psychotherapy Dating different people Distracting myself But I still can't shake you Breaking all my rules to have you Now I've got nothing left to lose So I won't let myself let go Cuz I know I'd rather hold on To the you that I thought you were Than try to start again and I saw you at the end and I Haven't moved From that room Since you got on a plane My heart stowed away with you Don't know why I'm holding on to hope But I won't let myself let go Oh oh Oh oh oh Oh oh oh So I won't let myself I won't let myself let go Breaking all my rules to have you Despite it all, I still love you So I won't let myself let go And I won't let myself let go Cuz I know I'd rather hold on To the you that I thought you were Than try to start again and I saw you at the end and I Haven't moved From that room Since you got on a plane My heart stowed away with you Don't know why I'm holding on to hope But I won't let myself let go