All of These Things

When all of these things Go on In my head When all of these fears Live on in my head Well I'm dragging under and I hate it I'm so jaded Suffocating everyone I love And she told me that I was wasted The things I said There's a long shot of getting her back See I never really meant a single word Then why'd it sound rehearsed Reciting lines I keep repeating She keeps seeing me at my worse When all of these things Go on In my head When all of these fears Live on in my head Well can I save myself From who I could be Or will I let go of All of this pain In my head Heavy is the heart I carry And it's holding me down I found I'm sleeping less And heavy drinking on the daily It scares me To think I'll wake up And I'll be alone again But for now I'll just pretend I'll pour myself another drink maybe Find a piece of me Is this is how it ends? When all of these things Go on In my head When all of these fears Live on in my head Well can I save myself From who I could be Or will I let go of All of this pain In my head When all of these things Go on In my head When all of these fears Live on in my head Well I guess that I'll Save myself From who I could be Or will I let go Of all of this pain In my head