Who Am I

I'm not the same person that I used to be I've grown older riddled with anxiety As the days pass I'm losing all the fight in me I've tried so hard but I'm not exactly who I want to be Struggle with impulsive thoughts I'm just trying to fight them off Everydays the final boss I just wanna rage quit Toss me out into the trash, run away and don't look back Standing tall with my red flags I'm running out of patience It's time to be the change I wanna see Light the match and clear out the dark in me Strokes of pain on display I just wanna leave Who am i just another broken gallery I can't go back to who I was Before the world chewed me up Disfigured lost and hooked on drugs That was the cost of chasing love I can't escape from who I am But I can hate myself for it My self esteem could be damned In the mirror stands my only friend I'm not the same person that I used to be I've grown older riddled with anxiety As the days pass I'm losing all the fight in me I've tried so hard but I'm not exactly who I want to be Fresh brush strokes on the canvas Now nothing you can do to hold me down Volume turned up way too loud the world's gonna hate me It's my voice but I have no choice Speak my truth can't veer off course Screaming in the void im making Noise their eyes no longer faze me It's time to be the change I wanna see Light the match and Clear out the dark in me Strokes of pain on display I just wanna leave Who am i just another broken gallery