My Best Friend's Brother (Lost & Found)

But I've got to grow Watered and waiting It's a student loan That i'll die paying It's a Goodwill lookin for a bargain baby Take it all back home Take you all back home My best friend's brother's Got a thing for me I think I kinda like it My boyfriend is patient and kind and just a little doll And I would kill for him If anyone would ever try to hurt him My fingers are crossed so tight they're going numb And my best friends got it all I'm certain one day she'll be famous Our drinking habits are the same but she looks cooler being shameless I like to walk around in baggy clothes And pretend to be her its effective I like way it tastes from her perspective I feel so guilty when I think about the shit that I said The boys who kissed me I bet they miss me Like a hole in the head A little victim think I always get the short end I'll take the crown for goin' down I'm a picked thru lost and found Found I loved somebody once who hates me Treated cocaine like it's candy What a pretty psychopath Heard he booked a movie Cuz his dad has lunch with my dad And know nothing about taxes About books or bees or math But I'm sifting thru the ashes Trying to put my pieces back I feel so guilty when I think about the shit that I said The boys who kissed me I bet they miss me Like a hole in the head A little victim think I always get the short end I take the crown for goin' down I'm a picked thru lost and found Found Ohh All these people that I've met I really loved them I keep them deep inside my chest Under my ribs and to the left Cuz In this life you can't take back a single breakdown So take 'em all And mix em round Like a fucked up lost and found But I've got to grow Watered and waiting It's a student loan That i'll die paying It's a Goodwill lookin for a bargain baby Take it all back home Take you all back home But I've got to grow Watered and waiting It's a student loan That i'll die paying It's a Goodwill lookin for a bargain baby Take it all back home Take you all back home My best friend's brother's Got a thing for me I think I kinda like it I kinda like it