Had me blindsided
Spent too many nights just having bad dreams
Or wasted on the bathroom floor
The perfect setup, you just pulled the lever
And you knew how to do it 'cause you'd done it before
I thought I had it all, thought I was doing so well
First time in months I really liked myself
Writing on the wall and numbers stuck in my head
Didn't trust my friends, I should've listened to them
Take you off your pedestal
Attachment to the power, guess it wasn't love at all
You're so goddamn convincing
Hate that I believed you, makes me think it's all my fault
It's a losing game, know you'll never change
At best, you'll take this with a grain of salt
You're nothing like I thought
No, I don't want a sorry
Baby, we both know you're not
Know we got too close, all the dates and churros
And I never thought twice when you made me lie
'Cause you left me stranded, what a pretty harness
I'll be hanging on 'til the day I die
I thought I had it all, I thought I knew you so well
First time in years I didn't hate myself
Writing on the wall and numbers stuck in my head
Didn't trust my friends, I should've
Take you off your pedestal
Attachment to the power, guess it wasn't love at all
You're so goddamn convincing
Hate that I believed you, makes me think it's all my fault
It's a losing game, know you'll never change
At best, you'll take this with a grain of salt
You're nothing like I thought
No, I don't want a sorry
Baby, we both know you're not
It's all on the table, I wish I could hate you
But I was never one to hold a grudge
It's a losing game, know you'll never change
But you don't know how much you fucked me up
Take you off your pedestal
Attachment to the power, guess it wasn't love at all
You're so goddamn convincing
Hate that I believed you, makes me think it's all my fault
It's a losing game, know you'll never change
At best, you'll take this with a grain of salt
You're nothing like I thought
I should've run right from the start
I didn't think it'd be so hard
No, I don't want a sorry
Baby, we both know you're not
I wish I never met you
I'm gonna have you begging
We both know, we both know
'Cause I never really felt you bad
I mean none of it, it never matters
