Fresh Wounds

(Aha, aha!) Oh, it's so exhilarating The feelings that are fading My heart is still pulsating (Aha, aha!) Should I pull the wrapping tighter? Does your head still feel lighter? Just don't try to fight, yeah? Oh, oh, I'm sorry, sorry! It's not in my title So I'm not quite sure what's in that vial But that sickness that you have is vile! Oh, I'm sorry, sorry! Terribly so sorry, sorry! Just stay down a moment I can tend to tend to tend to you I tend to tend to, I tend to Apologise, right when the tears fall from my eyes I tend to try to do what's right Even though the fault is always mine No matter what, no matter when, no matter how I will take the blame, but still, today, I'll treat you good for now (Aha, aha!) But there's something so ecstatic Having someone so passive Helpless within my grasp, it's (Aha, aha!) It's so, just so elating So exhilarating Won't you let me say, it's Calming to have someone I can take care of Their life in my hands, and no way to fight back Completely helpless Aha! I'm being endlessly consumed I think my soul and heart are doomed And I know that I'm attuned to the growing, growing wounds On my arms, on my legs, in my heart, in my head There's a poison that is looming And the IV drip is filling with dread (Uh oh) Oh these growing, growing flesh wounds (Uh oh) Oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds (Uh oh) I'm so sick of feeling used There is something that's inside me and it can't be removed So I'll stare right at the needle and with this I conclude That these fresh wounds, they must stay bruised (La la la la la la la la la la la) Can't lose (La la la la la la la la la la la la la) (I hope you get a hangnail and die!) (Ha!) The first thing you do Is you ready the lumen You ready the human You must reassure them Incisions are made so that they reach the vein Cutting into their neck and ignoring their pain Lest we forget the anaesthetic Wouldn't that be pathetic? Of course I am a medic Cosmetics can wait (Snip, cut) Identify the access point Place the port, feel the joints seize AND NOW THEY'RE YOURS (Aha, aha!) There's just something so ecstatic Having someone so passive Within my grasp, it's (Aha, aha!) It's insanely elating So exhilarating Please just let me say, it's Calming to have someone I can take care of Their life in my hands, and no way to fight back Completely helpless Sarin, Cresol, Ricin, Abrin, VX, Chlorine, Soman, Tabun Even Advil, even caffeine, could have dangers that you don't see Best to play safe, best to give in Best to retreat, best to listen I have knowledge that you won't, yes I have cures and you, you don't Kick me, punch me, I don't care Slap me, scold me, pull my hair Beat me til' I'm blue Is that what you wanna do? Well, in the end I'll have my way I can put you in your place When you're on the verge of death I'll let you take your final breath That's what she wanted from me That's what she needed from me I was so useful you see, you see, you see don't you see that You might not share that belief I know she'd never leave me I was so useful you see, you see, you see DON'T YOU SEE IT? Treat me like a toy Throw me around, exploit She'd never leave me Like you will leave me So you can leave me here (Aha, aha!) Oh, it's so exhilarating The feelings that are fading My heart is still pulsating (Aha, aha!) Should I pull the wrapping tighter? Is your head feeling lighter? Just don't try to fight, yeah? (Aha, aha!) I do want to help, I just can't help it God, they deserve it all (Why won't you forgive me already?) I'm being endlessly consumed I think my soul and heart are doomed And I know that I'm attuned to the growing, growing wounds On my arms, on my legs, on my heart, in my head There's a poison that is looming And the IV drip is filling with dread Uh oh Oh these growing, growing flesh wounds Uh oh Oh these numb and bleeding fresh wounds Uh oh I'm so sick of feeling used There is something that's inside me and it can't be removed So I'll stare right at the needle and with this I conclude That the substance stuck inside it is just toxic and crude Did I lose? Whoa, these flesh wounds, these fresh wounds I'll let them bleed and bruise (Sarin, Cresol, Ricin, Abrin, VX, Chlorine, Soman, Tabun!) Let them bleed and bruise Guess I lose