The Good Tears

I can feel April 25th 2011 checking in 5150 on my wrist Voluntarily taking risks I made my mother cry again 72 hours are not the end But they're on the fence Can't let it die With the music Still using me I tried Oh i tried I don't wanna be here But I don't wanna leave here either If these are the good years I'm crying out But these are the good tears Everything changed at 26 And in a way it never did Tattooed Avicii on my wrist Lied to a thousand therapists I made my mother cry again One thousand and one are not the end But they're on the fence Can't let it die With the music Still using me I tried And survived I don't wanna be here But I don't wanna leave here either If these are the good years I'm crying out But these are the good tears These are the good tears Can't let it die I tried I don't wanna be here But I don't wanna leave here either If these are the good years I'm crying out But these are the good tears