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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
mansionz
Performer
Adam Friedman
Programming
Andrew Maxwell Goldstein
Guitar
theultravisitor
Synthesiser
Martijn Konijnenburg
Keyboards
Davide Rossi
Strings
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matthew Musto
Composer
Mike Posner
Composer
Adam Friedman
Composer
Martijn Konijnenburg
Composer
Em Beihold
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matthew Musto
Producer
Mike Posner
Producer
Adam Friedman
Recording Engineer
Andrew Maxwell Goldstein
Co-Producer
Aaron C. Harmon
Additional Producer
Alex Ghenea
Mixing Engineer
Jason Boule
Engineer
Dave Kutch
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
Got a hole in my heart that I tried to fill
With the money and the girls and the molly pill
I called my mom up yesterday
Nothing's really wrong, but I'm not okay
And it rushes in, the memories
The sad thoughts, and everything
I look around and suddenly
I almost fade away
Singin' cross my heart, I don't hope to die
2018, almost lost my mind
Tell my mother that I'll be fine
Doing my best to stay alive, 'live, alive, alive
Yeah, yeah
I put a smile on, but I'm not okay
People start to worry when I sleep for days
I'm dressed to kill, but I'm dyin' inside
When I was a little boy, I dreamed of this life
Now I'm all grown up, got kids of my own
Try to show them love that I did not know
My father was an addict and so am I
Doin' everything just to stay alive
It rushes in, the medicine
The chemicals, and imbalances
I look around and suddenly
I threw them all away
Singin' cross my heart, I don't hope to die
2018, almost lost my life
Tell my brother that I'll be fine
Doin' my best to stay alive, alive (stay alive), alive
Doin' my best to stay alive, alive (stay alive), alive
Doin' my best to stay alive
Cross my heart-
Tell my mother-
Doin' my best to stay a-
2018, almost lost my life
Doin' my best-
Doin' my best to stay alive
Writer(s): Matthew Tyler Musto, Mike Posner, Martijn Tienus Konijnenburg, Adam Friedman, Emily Beihold
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