Salt in My Blood

It comes and goes in waves Carries me away Still need to learn to swim in my ocean Sometimes I hate the way I drown myself in pain Get lost down in my darkest emotions Deep in my open water My mind keeps getting colder I know I gotta face it I wish I could wash it off my skin But there's salt in my blood Salt in my blood I wish I could be myself again But I can't make it stop Can't make it stop I know, I know that one day I will, I will be okay But right know There's salt in my blood Salt in my blood I got an enemy It is a part of me Wants to be my friend and keeps me lonely Took pills to get it out Long to be safe and sound But it was just hiding in the deep sea Deep in my open water My mind keeps getting colder I know I gotta face it I wish I could wash it off my skin But there's salt in my blood Salt in my blood I wish I could be myself again But I can't make it stop Can't make it stop I know, I know that one day I will, I will be okay But right know There's salt in my blood Salt in my blood