Bad Blood

Looking back at all my past mistakes Yeah I've made a few, stuck in a pattern I can't break It's like I can't control myself, even though I know The past is poison I need help I've got bad blood in my veins The pain, the pain Round and round it goes I've got bad blood in my veins The shame, the shame And nobody knows, I'm just barely holding on I feel so weak but act so strong I know that it's not all my fault It doesn't help at all, knowing's not the same as feeling Every time I raise my voice in anger It's you I hear, crying out from the mirror I've got bad blood in my veins The pain, the pain Round and round it goes I've got bad blood in my veins The shame, the shame And nobody knows, I'm just barely holding on I feel so weak but act so strong I'm just barely holding on Looking back at all my past mistakes My own private hell, it's a prison I can't escape Maybe one day I'll find a way I don't think so I fear I'm here to stay