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Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Dezmond J'wan Hockaday
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ROC
Producer
Nkemakolam Nwaigwe
Producer
Lyrics
Cannabis cologne, up late, blow strong
Put my feelings in a wood, smoke them bitches till they gone
Wait, when I needed help, who the fuck gave me a loan?
Like I ain't picking up myself, like y'all ain't leave the kid alone
'Cause I was low and I was losing how it was in the beginning
Same motherfuckers dats gon try be on my dick they see me winning
How they gon leave me for dead like dat was supposed to make me timid
Now a nigga finally living, time to make these pussies feel it
Started thinking I'm too loyal, I'm the only nigga riding
Used to stare into the deep end, now I see it and start diving
4 AM ain't put no sleep in, 'cause I'm grinding
I know that life ain't fair, I'm just tired of being reminded 'bout dat shit
I can't go out like I'm Mitch
So concerned about the fans until he got put on the bench
All the money came and went until it rained then he get drenched
Was on top for just a bit until his mans had got him hit
Now ain't dat 'bout a bitch
Can't respect these niggas, hope they don't respect me neither
Just keep dat shit cordial, disrespectful might get you T'ed up
Mr. independent, can't a bitch lie say I need her
Know she do me wrong, dat I ain't desperate, Ima leave her
Not standing on my own two, embarrassing to me
I done really witnessed pain so I be cherishing my peace
On them days I go through hell, I find heaven in a leaf
But everybody go through shit so I don't even speak
And I don't even post, nigga, I don't like to tweet
Can't take problems to the net because in real life shit is deep
And most people do too much, they all be moving like some sheep
And the worst part 'bout it all is dat they guided by the weak
Wait, really, I mean we, if I'm gon tell the truth
I should really look at me 'cause I ain't no better than you
Ima junkie just the same for all the shit dat get me through
Just 'cause my drug is more accepted, do dat mean it ain't abuse?
I don't really see too much around me
Mental my environment tryna drown me
From the bottom but won't never let 'em ground me
'Cause I always had dreams of the county
City nigga in the concrete, they found me
Gotta make it, I can't let no nigga down me
And through my worst day, I just let the smoke surround me
Getting zooted, when they asked me why I do it I say
I'm a black American, I ain't got no heritage
All I know is where I'm at, all I seen is where I been
Centuries behind the start line, how I'm supposed to win
Cops pull you over and start wildin', think my life gon end
9 time outta 10, he was brought up in the trenches
Or he ridiculed and feel embarrassed by the fact he didn't
Me, I felt embarrassed 'cause I did, I wanted picket fences
Mad when I seen niggas dat had it lie to protect they image
Me, I always wanted different
Gotta stack my paper, you can't walk this world alone, them blocks get dangerous
I hope you make it far away from all these vacants
All it takes is dedication, I can taste it
I be rolling up woods 'cause they good for my mood
In my heart, I got some scars, put THC in the wound
Inhale peace and let out what I been through
Got me up late blowing smoke at the moon
Writer(s): Dezmond Hockaday
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